Wednesday, July 22, 2009

SO, for my first post I wanted something epic...I have got nothing!

I guess the biggest thing in my world right now is the idea of bigger...more to come...wildest dream dreams, and anticipation.

In the last months I have finally made the transition from a young excited kid to a young excited adult...at 25! Bought a house got serious about the gym, consistent in my studies and began the prep for my masters program.

Yesterday, I had an amazing conversation with someone who just said flat out that she sees so much more for me! She said things like leader and city wide influence and missions...I was overwhelmed and challenged...why was I not dreaming these dreams for myself? Why was I comfortable with common place adventure-less life?

I am excited to lay my doubt before the father...and seek His vision again for my life...even if it scars me or seems too big...I will trust Him and beg for the desires to want what he wants!!!

Unredeemed - song by Chad Cates...amazing...says that the darkest, most panful places are the places where grace is...the second verse say for all choices that lead to shame and all the love that never came, for all the vow people have broke, and all the lives that gave up hope, we live in the shadow of the fall but the cross says these are all places where grace is soon to be so amazing, they may be unfulfilled they may be unrestored but when anything that is shattered is laid before the Lord just watch and see you will not be unredeemed!!!

I love this!!! I love His promise to us and the chance that He may uses us to be His grace meeting others in these places!

So for epic...this is it!